Last christmas was a hell of alot different than this year.I had a boyfriend,alot more friends and tons of parties to go to,I wasn't even thinking about getting a job.This year I'm single,I have less friends and not one party in sight and I'm a slight workaholic when it comes to school and my job,but I feel alot better,healthier(whatever you want to call it )this year.I actually just spent time with my family and it was great.There was no arguing or any of the typical things that can go wrong that make me feel that I have to get out.I saw my little twin brothers open there presents and love them.I gave my other brother and rest of my family their gifts.This christmas was more lonely this year but I liked it,it was just simple.I'm never going to like that I don't even need a jacket during winter in Florida but I've gotten over it despite how much I complain that Florida christmas is just no competition for New York christmas.It's weird that I don't notice that my life has changed,however big or small the change is until these markers like the holidays or birthdays come up.I guess my life and who I am is changing is a good thing because it's better than nothing ever happening.I think another reason I don't notice things changing is because I don't want to notice,I think if I felt every tiny change I'd go crazy or I'd be scared,I'm not the biggest fan of change.I'm going to end with a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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