queen b's

In high school or atleast how they represent it on shows and movies,they're various groups of kids who fit in together and then a small group of popular kids.My high school experience was alittle different,popular girls or mean girls definetly exist but they weren't cheerleaders or prom queens,they were just slightly manipulative girls that say words like "hun"and"sweety" which they use to lesser the girls around them and they would always wear better clothes,tons of make up and all the guys liked them.I'm not quite sure what group I was in,I wasn't popular but people did know me and I'm sorry to say dispite my best efforts I'm not manipulative.I always wondered what separated the popular from the unpopular,there's always the obvious that they are attention seekers but or that because they're pretty people naturally want to be around them,but I feel like there's more.Most kids feel awkward in high school at some point but for some reason the popular girls always overcame that.They could make their friend feel like crap and the friend just comes back for more because it's better to be apart of the crowd then to be on the outside looking in.Maybe they have advanced social skills they make them strive in a curture(high school) where people need a class system.I was always in a little group of misfits who never fit in a particular crowd but I'd be lying if I said I never wondered what it would be like to be "popular".It's funny how you get older and things like that fade,people you'd think would never be your friend turn into your best friends.The whole notion of queen b's go away for most and for some high school will be the high point in life.I'm scared of mean girls anymore,I'm not as scared of being judged because they pretty much beat the fear out of me in high school.I think high school,school in general prepares us for life in so many ways and because I'm constantly observing I've learned alot.There will always be the kings and queens of high school,the people who follow them and the people who follow no one.What I learned is that you have to brave enough to be you,which is almost impossible in high school,but there's always college,there's always life after freaks,nerds,jocks and mean girls,there's always life after high school.