Day 1 into the new year and I'm already willing to ditch my positive thinking resolution.Negativity is like an energy drink to me,it fuels me.I gives me strength to get things done,to prove people wrong.I am going to continue the positive vibes but I'm not going to be all Kumbaya every second.So I am going to modify my resolution to just being me and getting comfortable with that.The main reason I wanted to be more positive was because I read my older blog posts and they make me sound like I'm always sad and always thinking.I realized that I write that way because it's a release and it makes me feel better to get that feeling out.I wish I could write differently but I can't and as a matter of fact I take that back,I don't wish I wrote differently.This is were I vent my anger,frustration,thoughts,etc. and if that means I always sound like an angsty teen then so be it.
Ok so on a semi-random note.Every year when I countdown there's always this feeling that things are definetly going to change and I felt that last night.That's something I love about new year,it's a fresh start for me and I'm definetly going to take advantage of that.
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