boys on the side

Anytime I feel any kind of hightened emotion I watch the movie "Boys On The Side".It's mostly about a relationship between three different women who have alittle trouble and lean on each other(there's also a murder involved,you know us girls).Everytime I watch it I cry until my face gets puffy,you know the ugly cry that you want NO ONE to ever see.The movie reminds me of the importance of friendship and god knows if I didn't have my friends I'd go crazy.Boyfriends are nice but as the title of this blog entry and the movie says, maybe they should remain "on the side" and you and your friends should be the main course especially when you're not ready for something big and life changing.I'm not suggesting cutting them out of your life but to atleast check in with yourself and not worry so much about what they think of you.But that's easier said than done right?WRONG that's what your friends are there for,so in the mean time do what I do,go on terrible dates,have fun and laugh with your friends(guys and girlfriends)and never deny yourself of feeling something because that's better than being cold and distant which sounds good when you're hurting but doesn't help anything.The only way to get better at or about something is feel the fear and get over it.Now the only thing I have to the is follow my one advice.