I've always said I want to have kids but my mom had twins when she was 38 and they are almost 5 now.I feel like another mom instead of a big sister,they whine and complain and they always want things their way,according to my mother my brother Anthony who's 16,and I weren't like that when we were their age.That makes me think why are they SO difficult,maybe because they're boys or because they might have ADD and what is it with this ADD thing are more people have than before or is it just recognized better.I say I want kids but as soon as my twin brothers act up I want to get as far away from them as possible.It scares me to think what if my kids are worse,I don't think I could handle it but I honestly think it's something that can be managed if you set clear boundaries with your children,at least I hope so.They say god only gives you what you can handle but did they mean twin boys who rival Damian in the Omen.I want kids only under the condition that I'm stable financially,mentally,physically and I have a reliable partner who can be there always with me, like a team.Maybe I'll get lucky find the man of my dreams ,fall in love and have a magically painless childbirth and we live happily ever after,OH sorry I have to go one of the twins stuffed cereal down the sink.
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